The Bear Bitch’s Project

She’s moody and grey, she’s mean and she’s restless.

Archive for September, 2007


Flipped!

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What is it about writing in reverse cursive that’s so therapeutic?

I started writing in "mirror-image" when I was about 13 or 14. My sister, Chickee (who can do a double-whammy by writing upside-down, reverse cursive), showed me how and once I wrapped my mind around it and figured it out, I was completely hooked. I practiced whenever I could and even convinced my friend, Karen, to use it whenever we passed notes in class and wrote each other letters. Though I became quite good at it, to the point where I am able to do it without much thought or effort, I did it less and less. E-mail became the mode of communication of choice and scented stationeries with matching stickers and envelopes became a thing of the past.

But recently I’ve picked up the habit again and, curiously enough, I noticed that the urge to do so is strongest when I am upset. Sure, I do it every once in a while when I’m bored and doodling in a meeting or some other similar situation (thank goodness my supervisor isn’t reading this - or is he?), but more often than not, it is something I find myself doing when I’m pissed off. And what’s even more interesting is that I find that it calms me down significantly. I’m not sure if its because my mind is somewhat concentrated on flipping letters that I’m able to stop myself from actually flipping out (and flipping someone the finger), or if it has something to do with being able to rant and swear and let off steam without fear of someone reading it over my shoulder. In other words, is it the actual writing or is it was is being written? Well, whatever it is, I find that it really works for me. Leonardo Da Vinci used reverse writing for more practical reasons (he was left-handed and writing right-to-left was more ergonomic and didn’t make the ink smear as much), but for me, its more of a pacifying thing.

You should try it sometime. I highly recommend it.

Sample of Da Vinci’s penmanship:

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Here’s a page from my note book:

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In Your Face

Ah, peer pressure at its best.

Every time a friend tells me to join some networking website or another, I do and now I’ve found myself with pages on Friendster, MySpace, and now Facebook. I must admit that playing around with Facebook is loads more fun than MySpace, but I wonder how long the novelty will last.

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Guilty!

To Americans and most of the Western world, September 11th is a day of deep sorrow, anger, and loss, but today, September 11 has taken on a new meaning for Filipinos and it is quite the opposite; today we are finally seeing justice served.

MANILA (Reuters) - Former Philippine President Joseph Estrada was sentenced to life in prison on Wednesday after an anti-graft court found him guilty of plunder and barred him from holding public office again.

What a pitty the death sentence was abolished. That definitely seems more fitting for someone who stole millions from a country, from the masa who love/d him, supported him, and trusted him. I don’t think there is any betrayal worse than that. And it wasn’t just the money: the country’s reputation was pretty much pulverized. We had a bloody oaf running the country; we were the laughing stock of the whole world and sadly, we deserved it. The Philippines was suddenly known all around the world, but not for positive things like our beautiful islands or talented people or excellent mangoes; the Philippines was known as one of the most corrupt countries in the world - our name was tarnished!

My blood boils and my stomach twists everytime I think of that effing bastard. If you ask me, Erap deserves nothing less than a firing squad - or a noose.

Oh, and while we’re at it, lets hang Claire Danes right along with him.

Discrimination

Discrimination comes in many forms; there’s ethnicity discrimination, age, gender, religion, class, sexual preference…
And then there’s the very prevalent yet rarely acted on (Personal) Computer Discrimination.

Yes, this is an actual phenomenon. I’ll bet if you "Google" it you’ll come up with a significant number of search results, one of which may possibly even be "Federal Government Discriminates Against Mac Users" (actual article. I kid you not).

As most of you already know, I own a Mac and though I love it dearly and honestly think that Macs are indeed better than PCs, I’m unlike a majority of Mac users in that I neither have an exaggerated repulsion for PCs nor do I set out to convert every PC user I have a conversation with (though I am quite proud of my one and only successful conversion - but that’s a story for another time). I’ve used PCs since I was a kid and continue to use one everyday at work so in my book, PCs (in general) are okay - but that doesn’t mean I don’t get bloody frustrated whenever I discover yet another program or accessory that isn’t compatible with Macs. Or worse! That a Mac compatible gadget is a whole $10 more expensive than its absolutely identical PC compatible twin. Whatthefux up with that??? I tell you, if that isn’t blatant discrimination then I’m your uncle! I mean, seriously, If some nerd is smart enough to write a computer program then he/she should also be smart enough to know that Mac sales are rising every minute; more and more people are getting Macs so, Dude, get with the program (no pun intended)! Besides, I’m willing to bet my bottom dollar that more than half of those computer programmers writing "PC-only" software own an iPod. Tsk!